Departure | |
Passion took the bus | |
right out of my life some time back -- | |
I knew that suffering through the bumps | |
and the endless stops | |
that the process of leaving can bring | |
was more her strength these days | |
than glossing silver wings over clouds | |
chasing sunsets. | |
Feeling needed, | |
she probably chose | |
the squalor of empty eyes | |
and chipped tiles at the depot | |
over a concourse's cold marble, | |
its streamlined impatience, | |
criss-crossed contrails like falling stars. | |
Departures | |
weave through arrivals, | |
their comings and goings | |
seeking warmth in their blanket of crowds, | |
an anesthetic of anonymity | |
against the sharp pain | |
of close, intimate contact. | |
Sultry and darkeyed | |
she stands on the floor, | |
coursed by their sidelong glances, | |
aware of the current of longing, | |
the soundless splash of unvoiced questions | |
handed to her on silver platters | |
by strangers' stares as she looks down, | |
finding herself reflected. | |
I am fond | |
of the floor that she walked now, | |
I stare at it, wearing its sight as an amulet | |
against the silence arriving | |
that steals the scent of her perfume | |
and the warmth | |
from the things she has held... | |
© Jon Bohrn (2000) |