remembering carol
 

and in her twenty-second year

she would conclude
there was just too much
sadness in her life
that things had quietly
gone wrong and hopelessly
so out of hand
so she'd decide to act
and take control of what
was left for her to take
 

and I remember standing silently

in numb surprise [and who'll pick up the pieces
with many others in who would try
assembly by the dirt who will remember
that fell like tears who'll lament
upon the casket drizzling rain a fawn's cry
and wondering all alone
should I succumb to guilt if no one hears her
or was there really nothing did she make a sound?]
that a friend here could have done
 

and still I am afraid

of darkness so I'll wonder which
of us is more determined or
courageous than
i would be in her place
or why she left
us here to stare
at one another and
the empty branches and
we here
will never know
 

Jon Bohrn (1997)

 

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